March 23rd, 2010

I just want to die..i hate my mom..i hate my dad..they are stupid!..my mom keeps fucking changing her rules so that I can just keep getting in trouble..once i go to college i am never, EVER going to fucking look at her againn..i want to be gone..i wishh someone would just adopt me out of this family..this is horrible..my mom complains and complains and complains..it's endless!!!GOD!!!I wanna run away and never look back..i wanna go somewhere where my mom will never guess..I wanna be away from her, from her rules, from her bitchiness..she just gets mad for nothing and it hurts me inside..I am not going to include her in anything once I move out, I am done with her, FOREVER!!!!there is not one law that says you need to stay with your parents once you turn 18..I am packing the day before my 18th birthday and before school the next day, I am moving out, I dont care where..and she will never see me again..ever..she doesn't make me happy in anyway..she just yells at everyone besides her clients and her 3 wonderful baby boys that are just sooooooooooo innocent..my ass..i just really needed to ventilate and this hasn't really helped..usually it does, but right now, it doesnt for some reason..i stay away from my mom because I dont want to be like her..I never, ever want to be like her..I dont want to put my kids through that stuff or anything..but, im going to go..hopefully i will be around to post again.