March 14th, 2010

I hate having a certain brother. He hit me today. That just pissed me off. But, also, today I truly realized how much hate I truly have towards my brother. When I hit him back, I felt like I never wanted to stop. He gets no discipline, but he gets rewarded for everything, good, or bad. It's ridiculous. Sometimes I just want to punch my mom in the face because she treats him like that. Anyhow, I tried morning church today, I couldn't stand it. I mean, it's not that I was bored, it's just I was really, really, extremely tired. But, I have actually decided to get a job this summer. I mean, I'd only work 3 or 4 hours a day for only like 3 days a week because I'm underage for it. But, tonights service was pretty fun. We all laughed a lot and my boyfriend and I kept making jokes tha whole time. But, outside of church, today was absolutely beautiful. I just loved the weather today. I actually did not need to wear any coat. I had on a SHORT SLEAVE shirt. I was so surprised. So, they tried to get me to clean and I got grossed out real quick, so I decided to take my dog for a walk with my bf. I'm just going to call him bf from now on because boyfriend is too much to type a bunch of times in a row. So yep. But, I need to go to bed. It's midnight already, and I need to get up early, so, good night, unless it's daytime when you're reading this. Well, you get the point, so, bye bye.